now i finally understand why you ask me that questions ... you want let me go if i really say that answer , i don know why you will always thinking about that , i swear now i really never think about that, when i start work i start understand many thing, previous you ask me i sure will answer i do, but now i will think that i still small , i still have many wish haven't do yet, i don want just like this give up, but when you say that to me, i feel hurt... is that mean you want me to think clear for us future???? if i cannot accept your answer, you want let me go ???? am i really unreliable???